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Change
Feb 16, 2012 18:31:41 GMT -5
Post by caressa on Feb 16, 2012 18:31:41 GMT -5
Walk Softly and Carry a Big Book:
Real change requires real change.
This could have been posted anywhere, but my thoughts were on my adult child. The adult self having to give the child a good talking too.
It reminded me of one of SG's favorite saying's "If nothing changes, nothing changes." I think we all like that one.
Wonders of wonders, thanks to my new medication, I am getting some sleep. I still have 30 hour days, but the 8-11 hours sleep seem to balance it out.
My body doesn't know what to do. It hasn't had the energy to do anything. It hasn't had the exercise, to keep up with my thoughts. It is a long time since I went with so little pain, there is still pain, just not as severe and constant. I think a lot of it is my fibromyalgia flaring up and yet one of the new medications is suppose to help fibro. It is suppose to help depression too, but my depression has never been this bad before.
So like I have had to do in the past, practice these principles in all my affairs. The 12 Steps are applicable to all things, especially things that need change, be it mental, emotional, spiritual or physical.
My body is having to adjust. I find myself saying, 'You can do that. There is no one to say no." You are your own person. You are not alone, your Higher Power is with you. What He leads you to, He will see you through.
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Nov 3, 2014 16:08:30 GMT -5
Post by majestyjo on Nov 3, 2014 16:08:30 GMT -5
Have been noticing as I go through the old posts that they are about my son and me dealing with his addiction.
In today, he is still in active addiction. I still have to set boundaries. I still have to detach. I still have to not take on his stuff and not allow him to try to dictate my life as he still tries to do, especially when it is for his higher good.
He has been in treatment five times and he chooses to continue to use. He blames me for his problems. He says that I don't understand him. He doesn't understand that I see myself in him. He is an ACoA. I am an ACoA.
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