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Post by caressa222 on Dec 13, 2019 2:30:02 GMT -5
Well it isn't too far into morning. Was tired and felt like I could sleep, and the pain started up. Figured if I was already hurting I could have something sweet. Had some apple pie. Melted some raw honey to put over it. Yum!!!
My NA Home Group is tonight. Always look forward to it.
Hope you have a great day.
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Post by majestyjo on Dec 15, 2019 3:20:31 GMT -5
It is my morning. After an eventful evening of sleeping I slept some more. When I think more, it is a good sign my program needs tweeking.
I cooked a sweet potato and breaded pork cutlet with basil tomato sauce. Didn't have time to do the dishes before I went for Darts, so going to try to get some fine when I finish posting. Start the week off right with good intentions. ☺️
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Post by majestyjo on Dec 16, 2019 23:53:04 GMT -5
Thought of starting day over, but it was so close to midnight, figured I would tough the day out. Didn't figure it could get any worse. I thought the mall closed at 8 pm. It closes at 7 pm. I got caught between the doors. The elevator wouldn't take me back up to look
the third floor.
Got the answering machines of two people who had been playing pool. Finally got hold of them young guy I mentor and he came and got security. Some days are better left alone or left behind even in recovery.
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Post by caressa222 on Dec 20, 2019 23:03:29 GMT -5
Stopped and started my day a couple of times. First stop was my PSW. The second was for my social worker who brought me Christmas gifts. I got a fleecy pair of black pants and a jacket with a printed poinsettia pattern. A pink nightie, black gloves, a red blanket, 2 boxes of shortbread, one plane and one with jelly, a box of chocolates, and a set of body wash, body lotion, and hand cream.
The third step was to take a nap so I was well enough to go to my home group on NA. Came home watched some friends play pool. I had one game and had to quit
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Post by majestyjo on Dec 23, 2019 3:22:06 GMT -5
Well I slept a couple of days away. It would be nice to transfer some of that sleep to the nighttime.
Merry Christmas.
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Post by caressa222 on Dec 25, 2019 22:28:18 GMT -5
Merry Christmas everyone!
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Post by majestyjo on Dec 26, 2019 5:48:45 GMT -5
My night because 20 min. of sleep doesn't count.
Still got the pain, hope to be free of it soon.. if they don't behave I will give them another dunking in the bathtub . Thinking ice pack, so will go home before I forget.
Happy Boxing Day. My feet were not meant for shopping.
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Post by majestyjo on Dec 28, 2019 20:10:41 GMT -5
Started my day several times but they ended all the same, with me in pain
A beautiful day to wake up to.
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Post by majestyjo on Dec 31, 2019 1:44:58 GMT -5
One day left to this month. One day toward 2020,. The year sure went by fast. Maybe it I because of the move I made to a new apartment
Have a Happy New Year
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Post by majestyjo on Jan 2, 2020 3:47:46 GMT -5
Hope you had a wonderful new year.
Hope you will come and share your journey with us. We share because we care.
Keep coming so you don't have to come back.
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Post by caressa222 on Jan 4, 2020 0:48:32 GMT -5
Not sure if I am still on Friday or my Saturday started 2 hours early.
I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep. I went to bed at 10:08 and woke up at 10:48 pm. It is 12:48 am. as I post this.
Hope your day is a good one. I think my day will be a long one. So glad recovery is one day at a time
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Post by majestyjo on Jan 5, 2020 21:49:02 GMT -5
Here it is 9:30 pm and I have only been up 6 hours, went to bed about 9 am after my PSE left.
Didn't go to my meeting tonight. Not enough stamina. Legs weak from sleeping so long.
A day can start any time. My nights start any time.
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Post by caressa222 on Jan 9, 2020 3:13:04 GMT -5
It is coming up on bedtime for me and though it is morning, for everyone else who has a sleeping disorder.
May you have a blessed day.
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Post by caressa222 on Jan 11, 2020 3:02:27 GMT -5
The name of my NA group is The Journey Begins.
Each day is a new beginning. Just for today I choose not to use. We work our program one day at a time.
DON'T PICK UP NO MATTER WHAT.
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Post by majestyjo on Jan 13, 2020 2:41:38 GMT -5
Here I am again trying to play catch up, trying to finish one day in time to start another.  Slept late, so late going to bed. I feel like I had 2 days in 1. Getting tired and hope I can sleep in. |
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Post by caressa222 on Jan 14, 2020 23:21:11 GMT -5
Another double dip day, went to sleep at 6:06 am and again at 5:35 pm. Feeling good, no pain in my body. I'm all dressed up with no place to go. I didn't go to a meeting as I wanted to catch up on my posts. I hope you find some of the sleep I caught Sleep often eludes me, so I am grateful for the gift of 9 hours sleep all totalled.
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Post by majestyjo on Jan 15, 2020 21:40:42 GMT -5
Welcome to the site. Come any time. There is a lot of recovery material here and feedback. The messages are just as valid in today as they were when they were written. Don't just take my word, check out those who went before me.
Each day is a new beginning. Begin your day with EoR.
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Post by caressa222 on Jan 17, 2020 0:44:51 GMT -5
Not a good day, not a bad day, but what was important, it was a day or didn't have to use to get through. I did go to my bed, but it wasn't to hide, I was tired from lack of good sleep. The part that I needed to accept was the fact that I was still tired when I finally got up and was mobile.
Yesterday I started my day 4 times. It is good to end them clean and sober.
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Post by caressa222 on Jan 18, 2020 1:53:39 GMT -5
Good morning, although I don't know what is good about it. I was yawning, all set to go to bed and sleep, got into bed and the pain hit. Sat up on the side of the bed, did a meditation, or should I say I tried to do one, but I was angry. Found myself questioning who and why. I am getting sleep in increments of two hours. Of I sleep I get woke up or pain starts when I want to sleep. What is the lesson here?
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Post by majestyjo on Jan 19, 2020 15:01:45 GMT -5
Today I was going back to bed on the morning. From 5 to noon, my body had one thought bed!
I think my subconcience I'd thinking how many kids are going to show up. I volunteered, but part of Mr des to have reservations.ee are taking a leap of faith. I looking for play and fun.
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. I will be back looking for Lin and others.