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Post by bagger015 on Mar 25, 2007 20:15:09 GMT -5
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Just For Today March 20 Higher Power
"Most of us have no trouble admitting that addiction had become a destructive force in our lives. Our best efforts resulted in ever greater destruction and despair. At some point, we realized that we needed the help of some Power greater than our addiction." Basic Text p. 24
Most of us know without a doubt that our lives have been filled with destruction. Learning that we have a disease called addiction helps us understand the source or cause of this destruction. We can recognize addiction as a power that has worked devastation in our lives. When we take the First Step, we admit that the destructive force of addiction is bigger than we are. We are powerless over it.
At this point, our only hope is to find some Power greater than the force of our addiction ‹ a Power bent on preserving life, not ending it. We don't have to understand it or even name it; we only have to believe that there could be such a Higher Power. The belief that a benevolent Power greater than our addiction just might exist gives us enough hope to stay clean, a day at a time.
Just for today: I believe in the possibility of some Power that's bigger than my addiction.
Just For Today Daily Meditation is the property of Narcotics Anonymous © 1991 by World Service Office Inc.
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Post by ascc2131 on Mar 26, 2007 11:29:54 GMT -5
Hi Bagger015, I just wanted to say thank you for posting that. I never had ANY belief that there was anything else but the life we are living right now. Until I moved to Costa Rica 1year ago, and there was too much cocaine there and I got myself into a whole lotta trouble. I overdosed 23 times and one of those times I fell and hit my head REALLY hard, that was about 6 months ago. When I hit my head I also just happened to fall onto a coffe mug and it broke and I got 36 stiches in my face!!! The reaso that I am telling you all this is because someone or something MUST want me to make something of myself, why else am I not dead???!!! I've been so stupid, I can't believe I did all that to myself, by the time I flew home to Canada, I was 94lbs, and I looked like crap! But I've now been clean for 32 days and I am so happy, addiction is a form of suicide, everyday that I was using I just wanted to die, and at the very begining of my recovery I wanted to die even more than before. I'm 21 yrs old and I've been using hard drugs since I was 11, that's the honest truth, but I was 4 years clean after becomming a herion addict before I moved to Costa Rica. I thought that I had my problem WELL under controll. That just goes to show you that when you start to think like that is when it will sneak up on you and take controll of you and your life once again. You touched my heart, so once again THANK YOU!! Anna
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Post by majestyjo on Mar 17, 2015 19:16:26 GMT -5
This is an old post, and yet the message never grows old. It is just as true in today. If you have to control it, it is already out of control. Control is an illusion.
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