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Post by Lin on Nov 23, 2004 2:14:59 GMT -5
My husband and I need some prayers. He's been very depressed and his PTSD from Viet Nam has been rearing its ugly head. He medicates these feelings by taking more of his pills that prescribed and lately ahs added alcohol to the mix. Three times he was sick enough to go to the hospital. One of those times i monitored him. One of them they kept him overnight.
Yesterday he went to t he VA clinic and they wanted to send him immediately to the VA hospital. he convinced him he needed to be home for Thanksgiving and he'd go on Friday. So as the plans are right now, I take him to the clinic (an hour drive) and they will transport him to St. Louis.
he's so in denial of his problems that he actually told the doctor he takes his meds correctly. He told them I am the problem. I admit I am not home much and that bothers him. But as far as me being the problem with him being depressed, I dont see that.
We have no idea how long he will be gone. he THINKS 3 weeks, but we'll see. Taht amount of time does not sound like a long time to me. It actually seems short to me to cure 37 years of pain. He's scared and angry right now and I realize that.
I need prayers for patience with him while he yells at me and blames me and he needs prayers for healing.
Thanks LIN
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Post by lildee on Nov 23, 2004 6:49:00 GMT -5
You have my prayers......
This prayer is designed to calm fears.........
PRINCIPLE TRIUMPHS OVER CIRCUMSTANCES
"Sing ye to the Lord, for He hath triumphed gloriously. " Ex. 15:21
The Christ Principle within me overcomes every unhappy situation in my life. I do not have to manipulate it. I do not have to make it work. Of myself I do nothing, the Principle of Truth within me doeth the works.
I do not have to seek wealth or make wealth come to me. The Principle of Christ within me is my wealth. I do not have to find health. The Principle of Christ within me is my perfect health.
I do not fear myself. I do not fear others. The Principle of Christ within me unites me with every part of Life. Through Christ I am lifted up until I draw all men unto me.
I do not fear circumstances or conditions. The Principle of Christ within me is the perfect right action of God in which there is no variableness. I have nothing to fear. Principle triumphs over circumstances.
And so it is.
May you and your hubby both find your Serenity.
Love and God Bless Arlene
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Post by Tiger on Nov 23, 2004 12:29:15 GMT -5
Dear Lin,
You and your husband will be in my prayers!
but.....In no way are you the cause of his problems!
Tiger
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Post by caressa on Nov 23, 2004 16:20:09 GMT -5
Dear Lin,
My prayers go out to you both. Remember it is not him that is acting out, but his disease.
The disease affects everyone, so I pray that you stay close to your program and your Higher Power.
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Post by tired on Nov 23, 2004 18:33:59 GMT -5
Dear LIN sorry to hear it seems like only yesterday he was discharged from the hospital and doing better what a long road we have to travel sometimes hope all goes well and will pray for you both with Gods help I know you will get through this Love tired
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Post by Lin on Nov 23, 2004 19:29:02 GMT -5
Thanks guys! He seems a little calmer today. Tomorrow I am off so maybe we can do something FUN. I only have to pick up my paycheck and get tot he bank and the rest of the day is HIS.
LIN
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Post by SunnyGirl on Nov 30, 2004 16:12:57 GMT -5
Dearest Lin...
You and Mike remain in my prayers, please update and let me know how you are both doing..... SG
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Post by DonnaE on Nov 30, 2004 20:22:43 GMT -5
You and Mike are in my thoughts and prayers Lin. Take good care of yourself too!! Hugs Donna
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