TRUSTING/DOUBT

[caressa]

Today has been a full day and one that I have to trust will unfold as it should and that the decisions and actions of today will unfold for my higher good in the near future.

I had to put trust in myself, in others, and trust that the messages I received came from my Higher Power and not from the ego and Self!

Learning to trust myself and listening to that inner voice took a lot of time and practice; a lot of healing and new awareness; and a lot of errors and regrets.

It was a day of renewing old friendships, reconnecting with the hope of starting a new friendship, and a trust that as doors close, new ones will open.

[Lin]

When i door in my life closes I often need to open a WINDOW until my HP has time to fit me into HIS plans. LOL

trust and doubt? Rigth now I am not in a trusting mode with some of the relief funds out there. i KNOW those folks need help. I have already given. But in the past some of the well known ones used the money sent to pay the administrative people. That's jsut not fair. Also..many places have names SIMILAR to well known ones and they probvably jsut mean that person asking you is getting the money. I read they were stopping the 2000 pre-paid debit card they issued to people who needed to buy furniture, bedding, cookware, etc. I guess people were using it to buy beer, cigarettes , leather coats, etc. When I see the looters on TV tand those shooting at the help as it arriveds I try to keep in mind that THIS is a very small part of the population in the areas that is so devastated.

So I will continue to TRUST in the areas i am sure of, but not those I am doubting. I dont mind at all donating water, baby formula, packaged underwear, dog food, etc. But I am only giving CASH to organizations I am CERTAIN of where it is going.

LINDA

[dg]

The very thought did enter my mind LIn. Lets hope that the "learn" how it was before will make people think twice on past experience so it won't happen again. I gave too, some times I feel like I didn't do enough.
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Trusting really came to play this week. My husband brother wants to move in with us when he gets out of prison. I am filled with so many mixed emotions over this cuz I know how they both work when things gets crazy. ( Yet I don't want to look like I am being the bad guy on setting up the boundries of how I really feel. It wasn't a good day of conversation and I had that doubt in me that I failed at my step 4. Its so hard to let go of all the drug drama that entered my home and my life all because they were addicts going amonk.
At least we both were able to say "Sorry" and know we both need to figure out how to makle this work.