Tuesday's Willing/Stubborn

[~graced~]

GREAT...LOL Shoulda known G-d would make arrangements on this chip for the day.

Yes, yes, yes.....I'll be willing to do whatever the neurosurgeon puts in front of me to do. Geeze! LOL

I do have a problem in the willingness department most days. It's not BEING willing, it's in letting myself LOOK as willing as I genuinely am. I'm an oppositional looking kinda gal and I've spent a whole life time making my identity out of being a difficult human being and ain't noone NOhow going to 'make' me do sick'em. I'm so accustomed to doing battle even when I AM willing--cuz I can. And I like it.

I'm told that's a problem. LOL

I've embraced that part of me as 'just my loving personality' (said tongue in cheek, of course) and to actually LET myself look willing......gotta tell ya, that's YET to happen. I can do it on occasion--but apparently I like to 'play' too dang much. And I can't quite wrap my head around letting myself look gooshy and willing and all that gakky stuff. *laughing at myself here, folks*

I definitely look stubborn! Even though I'm willing.

Don't MAKE me walk around today LOOKING just as 'willing and cooperative' as I genuinely am...LOL

How about if I just be willing to DO--and practice saying "yes thank you, I think I'd like to do that". That'll count, right? LOLOL

[Lin]

This chip can be a win=win chip if I work it right. I am willing to do what it takes to keep my serenity. I am stubborn enough to do what it takes and hld onto it. I am willing to do what it takes to maintain my weightloss and stubborn enough to do what that takes too.

LIN

[caressa]

Well I was stubborn and refused to put my book down until I finished reading it last night.

Today I was willing to sleep and play catch up from yesterday and the weekend. Emotions are more tiring that the physical.

You are in my prayers my friend. I know that for me, I often have to pray for the willingness to be willing not willful