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Post by lala on Feb 6, 2004 22:52:04 GMT -5
after a week of not praying i found myself angry complacent and of course wanting a change of head im comming to the conclusion that i cant let off this spiritual program of action even a little bit cuz when i do i get crazy in the head! i called my sponser and prayed and continued praying and it is amazing how much better i feel i even wrote til my hand cramped up i realize now that this a daily maitenence for me day in day out that little bout scared the hell out of me but its good to know that after all getting back on track is really what i wanted and needed to feel good again ..thanks for letting me share......lala
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Post by lildee on Feb 7, 2004 18:54:03 GMT -5
Complacency no mattter what program you are in is a slippery road downhill, from which there may not be a return.
Now this is just an observation and I am not trying to pass judgement on anyone. I have noticed whe my"A" does not work his program, meditate, or pray he starts to isolate. He isolates from everyone, family , sponsors, meetings all of it. Along with his isolation creeps in other forms of his obssessive/compulsvie behavior. So we had a discussion about his isolation and decided that a gentle way for me to remind him that he is isolating is to give him a hug. If that doesn't work just tell him straight out -- "your isolating". He is too early in recovery to be complacent about any of this. His life depends on it.
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. I will be back looking for Lin and others.