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Post by caressa on Nov 11, 2010 11:32:38 GMT -5
November 10 Fear Or Faith?
"No matter how far we ran, we always carried fear with us."
Basic Text p. 14
For many of us, fear was a constant factor in our lives before we came to Narcotics Anonymous. We used because we were afraid to feel emotional or physical pain. Our fear of people and situations gave us a convenient excuse to use drugs. A few of us were so afraid of everything that we were unable even to leave our homes without using first.
As we stay clean, we replace our fear with a belief in the fellowship, the steps, and a Higher Power. As this belief grows, our faith in the miracle of recovery begins to color all aspects of our lives. We start to see ourselves differently. We realize we are spiritual beings, and we strive to live by spiritual principles.
The application of spiritual principles helps eliminate fear from our lives. By refraining from treating other people in harmful or unlawful ways, we find we needn't fear how we will be treated in return. As we practice love, compassion, understanding, and patience in our relationships with others, we are treated in turn with respect and consideration. We realize these positive changes result from allowing our Higher Power to work through us. We come to believe - not to think, but to believe - that our Higher Power wants only the best for us. No matter what the circumstances, we find we can walk in faith instead of fear.
Just for today: I no longer need to run in fear, but can walk in faith that my Higher Power has only the best in store for me.
pg. 328
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Post by majestyjo on Nov 11, 2019 0:50:59 GMT -5
Where ever I went, I took me with me. It was my choice as to whether it was fear or faith. Sometimes there are healthy fears. In early recovery, I feared missing a meeting. I believed it was setting myself up for relapse. I saw it too many times, people who stop going to meetings pick up. It may be food, computers, work, service (Helping others and not working their own program),pot (just because they made it legal doesn't mean it stops being a drug), and many more obsessive, compulsive disorders. I had to have faith in the program. As these things came up, I had faith that the program would work for me.
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