I can't drink safely!

[caressa]

I read these words or said them, not sure which it was, on another site.

If ever I was going to pick up a drink, it would have been in the last month. Again, I have been back in that sick and tired of being tired and sick, only to have something else put on my plate.

People say, "God tests us." I am not so sure, I am still of a second mind on this. I think we test God. I know that I made some unhealthy choices, especially where it concerns food. I also know that a few times I didn't listen to myself, I went with what I thought I should do, rather than what I thought I really needed to do.

I realized yesterday that I had forgotten my cholesterol medication a couple of times and that could account for some of the problem. When I don't sleep, I have problems remembering to take my medicaitons on time and my eating patterns are off. It is all about me, it isn't about God, or my son, or my sister, or my noisy neighbor, it is about me and my sobriety.



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[majestyjo]

In today it wasn't cholesterol medication, it has been my blood pressure medication that is giving me problems. I don't see my doctor until the 20th. Life is so much, one day at a time. I need to go to the pharmacy and keep an eye on my blood pressure and if need be, go to ER or go to the clinic if things get out of hand, doing what ever it takes to maintain my sobriety.