so busy

[rosepedilgirl]

this holiday is a really busy time of year.

i have a client in the hospital who is getting operated on tomorrow,

another client who has just got out of the hospital and we are cleaning up her intire home. what a mess, 88 and saved everything she got in her whole life.

business is well but i have no time right now for anything.

between the clients and holiday coming ,, i don't have a minute to take a breath and smell the roses..

i am clean, sober and completely busy..

i keep looking at my days and they don't end till after 12 pm every night and i start at 5;30 am..

thats why i haven't been around..

i do miss everyone, hope the new year will slow down ..
just a little, so i have a day or two each week to enjoy...

i have a big family, and this year, i am devoting alot
to my family... being clean has gave me money and time to get alot of things for them. and after driving them crazy, with my addiction, it feels good to now show them how different things are now that i am clean..

i still am attending drug and alcohol, but got good news two more visits and they say iam done, unless i choose to do differently..

but i feel strong and good about staying clean..

the new year is coming and i have many of new goal..

so i am looking forward to 2004..

i hope each and everyone of you have a wonderful holiday... and a great peaceful new year..

i hope to be around more in the new year..

getting finished in 2003,, and doing ok..

being busy is a good thing for me,,

i enjoy having a full day, but i also know i need a rest at
times too..

i 'll take christmas eve and day with my family..
new years i always keep my sister 3 children,
and thats a safe holiday with 3,6, and 8 year old...

plus the joy of having them with me safe and happy makes my year start right..

well happy holidays.. will will try to get here when i can...

hope everyone understand , sat meetings are just impossible at this time for me.

GOD bless everyone..

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