Post by rosepedilgirl on Apr 25, 2004 11:03:55 GMT -5
well tuesday is my last class and iam out of college again for the summer. so glad i go through ...
i am so busy right now. but thats what makes me do good.
soberiety is strong in my life. i thank GOD every day for helping me stay clean.
my sister iam not sure what she is doing , her life still is a mess. now cys children and youth are involved in it.
she blames me , i wasn't the one who brang them to her door. i believe it was the x.,
but truthfully iam glad they are their.she needs help.
not only for the kids but for herself and this time she's going to get it , one way or another.
cys knows i will take temp over the kids if needed,
but i also told them i just want her to get in soberiety,
she claims to me she clean... i really don't see that.
and i want her to learn better parent skills.
but for now i am praying... have been for awhile now.
i did have a trigger come out strong over all this, but i got to help from n/a..
stayed clean.....
i realized that triggers are apart of my life..
i just need to stay on top, my life is alot better now.
i bought a new exployer a month ago, and iam working
in my greenhouse lately witch i love too do..
i also meet a really great guy.. john,, and for once..
i think i am happy.. he is nothing like anyother...
he's ok and iam content taking it slow.... plus we go out to dinner, lunches its nice.... foundly getting pappered
alittle, fat too!!!!! no just gain so weight back i had before... soberiety seems to do that....
but happy in pa... missing all of you....
i did read a few of your letters and i wish you all
wealth, health , and happiness..
this spring smell the roses...
take time out of you day to even see them...
i have learned one thing, that is, to take a moment everyday to enjoy what GOD gives us.....
the tree are flowering. my tupil's are blooming
darn grass is growing,, but its ok...
today iam smiling... and iam going to get through
the rest of the day doing the same.....
hope the same for all of you.
@--(--(------ a dozen red roses each
@--(--(------ pedilgirl
i am so busy right now. but thats what makes me do good.
soberiety is strong in my life. i thank GOD every day for helping me stay clean.
my sister iam not sure what she is doing , her life still is a mess. now cys children and youth are involved in it.
she blames me , i wasn't the one who brang them to her door. i believe it was the x.,
but truthfully iam glad they are their.she needs help.
not only for the kids but for herself and this time she's going to get it , one way or another.
cys knows i will take temp over the kids if needed,
but i also told them i just want her to get in soberiety,
she claims to me she clean... i really don't see that.
and i want her to learn better parent skills.
but for now i am praying... have been for awhile now.
i did have a trigger come out strong over all this, but i got to help from n/a..
stayed clean.....
i realized that triggers are apart of my life..
i just need to stay on top, my life is alot better now.
i bought a new exployer a month ago, and iam working
in my greenhouse lately witch i love too do..
i also meet a really great guy.. john,, and for once..
i think i am happy.. he is nothing like anyother...
he's ok and iam content taking it slow.... plus we go out to dinner, lunches its nice.... foundly getting pappered
alittle, fat too!!!!! no just gain so weight back i had before... soberiety seems to do that....
but happy in pa... missing all of you....
i did read a few of your letters and i wish you all
wealth, health , and happiness..
this spring smell the roses...
take time out of you day to even see them...
i have learned one thing, that is, to take a moment everyday to enjoy what GOD gives us.....
the tree are flowering. my tupil's are blooming
darn grass is growing,, but its ok...
today iam smiling... and iam going to get through
the rest of the day doing the same.....
hope the same for all of you.
@--(--(------ a dozen red roses each
@--(--(------ pedilgirl
. I will be back looking for Lin and others.