Thursday September 22nd, 2016 Chip Love/Hate

[bunnypie]

Today is my dead mother's birthday. She has been gone for 9 years now and I still love & miss her!
I have my next to last chemo treatment today. I hope to find out if they are going to do surgery. The insurance company says I am "out of network" and the cancer center claims they will fight it. I hate how they are dropping me in mid treatment. I hate the fact that if I don't get surgery the last 5 months of pure hell will have been for nothing! The cancer will just grow back if I don't get surgery!
I hate how they have put me thru pure hell wondering and waiting for an answer! I hate how I have to beg to get cut up! I will love to know WTF is going on and hope to get an answer later today......Baffled Bunnypie

[johnt3166]

Good Luck Donna!!! Praying for you!!!

[bunnypie]

Oh John!---it must of been your prayer that did it. My oncologist talked to the cancer surgeon and chewed her out! She said "why did you recommend me to do chemo and then give her back to you for surgery if you don't want to do surgery on her?" The surgeon got all flustered and said of course if she recommended that she would do the surgery or find someone else to do it!!! These medical MF's!!! The right hand doesn't know what the left hand is doing!!! I am so d**n glad they got that straightened out!!! I have one more chemo treatment left on Sept. 29th. I go for pre-surgery stuff on Sept. 28th (MRI & probably other tests) I have a regular Dr. appt on Sept 26th to check bronchitis. The cancer doctor made me stop taking antibiotics cause they were interfering with the chemo. I am about 1/2 cured of bronchitis. I got so d**n many medical people bossing me around I am cross eyed!!!! I need all the luck I can get!!! Thanks for stopping by. LOL I probably sounded like a radion station??? WTMI =way too much information I am not going to drink over this but I sure am glad to vent about it!!!! Please keep the prayers coming!!! Hugs & Stuff---Bunnypie

[majestyjo]

What a shame they put you through all that stress, as if you didn't have enough to worry about just getting the chemo. Like what is the use of chemo without the surgery. Duh! Some people really make you wonder some times.

Some people love to hate. When we come from a place of love, we can't go too far wrong. I can remember hating the skin I was in. That has changed to more self-confidence and gratitude. You can't defy gravity forever, so you have to let things fall as they may. Considering I am 74, and this body has done a lot of travelling, not too far from home, but there has been a lot of mileage along the way. Sometimes it was marking time, other times, not wanting to be where I was at and fearful of change. So grateful for the freedom of recovery.

[bunnypie]

YES! thanks for your understanding JO! having chemo without surgery is (in my case) a waste of time!!! I am Stressed for success!!!---Bunnypie