Friday October 14th, 2016 Chip Trust/Suspicious

[bunnypie]

My computer was losing messages that had been sent. They were getting hung up in the drafts column or just floating in cyber space. I was suspicious that something was wrong. I called Geek Squad (a tech service from Best Buy) I trust them to fix problems but then they almost always cause other problems!!! I use to have a high tech friend that would fix stuff for me but he no longer answers his phone, door bell, or emails. I am suspicious that he no longer wants to be friends but didn't have the guts to let me know. He just quit all communication with no explanation! I have lost all my trust & respect for him because he couldn't even let me know and is a quivering coward! There are some new problems now that I am going to have to let the Geek Squad know about. It is a real struggle to get things fixed right!!! Disgusted & Discouraged-----Bunnypie

[majestyjo]

Sometimes it is the computer, other times it is me. I hit a delete button or hit return and/or have stuff highlighted and it all disappears. With my tremon disorder I don't always know what I am going to get. I really should edit my stuff more closely.

I have had a few messages land up in cybar space, not sure how they get there. Sometimes it is the server, mine or the site's.

Trust for the most part until it is broken. Then it takes a while for me to rebuild it. I believe people should get a second chance. I did. Not to sure about a 3, 4, 5, etc., that would give me pause for thought and I think I would be a little suspicious.

[bunnypie]

Jesus said to turn the other cheek. I have run out of cheeks and am just suspicious with zero trust. The Geek Squad fixed the problem but have caused other problems with my sign in and password. I have to chase them down, be put on hold, and got thru 10 miles of sh*t to get it back to how it was. I really get aggravated but I am not high tech and need to have help. My former friend could help but chooses to be "unavailable" He swore he would be there for me when/if I needed help and he isn't. I have lost all trust and am suspicious that I have been used. It isn't the first time but it will definitely be the last time..........Bummed Out Bunnypie

[majestyjo]

I posted a resentment prayer today, maybe you should look at it and get that geek out of your head. Sounds like he is renting too much space, which he isn't paying rent for.

We can trust the fact that there won't be a next time, and hopefully we will learn our lesson. I learned by trial and error. By pushing the wrong keys and seeing what happens. A friend Pat from Michigan taught me by sharing on MSN messinger and now I can't find the site and even if I do find it, I wouldn't know how to edit it.

She gave me a great gift many years ago. She gave me many, but for me, the best was "Put it out to the Universe and see what you get back." If I am not mistaken, she was a member of this site. I think she was on Another Empty Bottle too. She was a person I trusted. I never met her. I just talked to her on messenger and on the sites. She told me that my recovery sites were some of the most attractive ones she had ever seen. I found I could trust her to tell me how it was and yet not trust many of the people around me, including family.

I learn to trust my God. I came to realize that I thought my God didn't believe or trust me. I was told if you are doubting yourself, you are doubting God. This is especially true when you turn your day over to your God and you don't accept His/Her Good Orderly Direction.

There is a Bible verse I like. "Trust in God and He will direct your path." That is how I remember it. I found it is said many ways. This shows me that the Bible may have been divinely inspired, but man sure knows how to turn it about and say what it wants it to say.

biblehub.com/proverbs/3-6.htm

[bunnypie]

Dr Bob once said "Trust God-Clean House-Help Others" that is also a good formula to live by!!!