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Post by bunnypie on Oct 18, 2016 0:23:10 GMT -5
My surgery to remove 2 cancer tumors is one week from today. I have faith that it will be successful. I do have fear of the unknown. I plan to go to extra meetings today and this week to build up my sobriety bank so I can face things calm and brave. Faith is not about everything turning out okay. Faith is about being okay no matter how things turn out.........Bunnypie  |
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Post by bunnypie on Oct 18, 2016 17:11:13 GMT -5
Well now Fear is kicking in big time! The hospital called and said that my insurance has been cancelled since October 1st and they are just now letting me know this on October 18th!!! They will NOT even take an authorized referal!!! I don't know what the hell is gonna happen to me!!! It's beginning to look a lot like F*CK This!!!!------Belligerant Bunnypie
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Post by majestyjo on Oct 18, 2016 18:12:16 GMT -5
Oh no, what next. There has to be a solution somewhere. I would be on the blower saying what the h*ll!
Sending prayers.
Grateful for the people in my life. I just talked to the woman who was my first sponsor. It isn't doing too well, and has had a lot of trauma in her life recently. I told her to phone me, that this is a 'we' program. You don't have to go through things alone. When we can't meet the trials and tribulations of what life hands us, we need to reach out to others for help. I phoned at her request and left my phone number on her answering machine. I told her, "When you haven't got the thought and the energy to do what she needs to do for herself, call me and I will pray with you."
The Big Book says that there is a solution. For me, that for me is "We can do what I can't do alone." As she said to me today, "All we have to do is try."
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Post by bunnypie on Oct 18, 2016 22:14:28 GMT -5
the last 3 letters in jusT foR todaY is TRY!!! we will be amazed! I know I am.......
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. I will be back looking for Lin and others.