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Post by caressa222 on Sept 18, 2020 1:47:33 GMT -5
Just got today, I will try to make healthy choices, as I break off a piece of chocolate. Since dinner which I didn't each much of, I have had a banana, a brand muffin, and half a chocolate bar. I ate my chicken, some peas which didn't look or taste too appetizing, and only a sthingyful of rice pilaf that looked gray.
When I make good choices, I still seem to want to sabstogue myself. I can't resist chocolate even though I know it will bother my neuropathy. My God and I are working on this.
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Post by majestyjo on Sept 18, 2020 21:23:30 GMT -5
Just for today, I will turn over my annoyance, frustration, anger and resentment. I have a Doctor here at the hospital and I have yet to see her face to face and see here. How can you diagnose someone when you haven't seen or spoken to them personally.
The city has been opening up and now Ontario has over 400 cases of the virus on it's second way around.
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Post by caressa222 on Sept 24, 2020 3:15:48 GMT -5
Just for today, I will trust the process and turn things over to my God. I have a little anxiety about the meeting at 10 am, but don't feel it is the reason I am awake at this hour. I had two hours of sleep, I just have to tell my body I need more. 😴
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Post by majestyjo on Sept 26, 2020 7:35:57 GMT -5
Just for today, I must stay in today. I can't project into the future. Live in today so I don't miss out on those special moments. Blessings come tumbling in at the most unexpected moments.
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Post by caressa222 on Sept 27, 2020 3:46:49 GMT -5
Just for today, I will try not let my mouth and finger run away from me. I will try to my God's Will and not run on self-will run riot as the Big Book says.
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Post by majestyjo on Sept 28, 2020 22:14:44 GMT -5
Just for today, I will try to turn my defect of character to my Higher Power before it become a shortcoming. I do not want to act out in my disease and be less than who my God would have me be in today.
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Post by majestyjo on Sept 30, 2020 2:37:52 GMT -5
Just for today, I will try to be more forgiving. I can forgive the person, but not always the act. I don't want to leave the hospital with what I came in for.
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Post by majestyjo on Oct 11, 2020 21:07:24 GMT -5
Just for today, please don't let my pain get in the way of living in the moment and making the best of each day. I feel as I failed miserably and was not the hostess with the mostest. 🤗
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Post by majestyjo on Oct 19, 2020 1:19:52 GMT -5
just for today, I am praying for the willingness to be willing to stop my obsession with sweets. Not only bad for my diabetes, but not good for my waistline.
Have found myself more and more wanting two. My drug of choicd has always been more. I I eaten things in two until my friend brought me two Boston Creme Donuts. It took a lot of prayer power to not go and get more. Tim Horton's is only a block away.
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Post by caressa222 on Nov 11, 2020 3:13:17 GMT -5
Just for today, i will accept my pain. I will not try to figure out the whys and whyfores, I will accept and turn over to my God.
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Post by majestyjo on Nov 17, 2020 1:16:11 GMT -5
Just for today, i will work on my recovery and focus on the healing my program has brought to me. When I think back just in the last few months, I was unable to walk and lost the use if my legs i had continuous headaches that went away without a happy pill. My arm and hand were unmoveable and had ina splint. In today all those parts are working, not back to normal, but getting there. I have so much to be grateful for. Tonight I am reasonably pain free but the toe that I bandaged up and it looks like I am mortally wounded. LOL
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Post by caressa222 on Dec 2, 2020 20:36:24 GMT -5
Just for today, I will try to make it to the site more often and be more responsible.
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Post by caressa222 on Dec 25, 2020 2:25:11 GMT -5
Just for today, I will get out of self and reach out to others.
Merry Christmas.
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Post by majestyjo on Jan 8, 2021 20:15:17 GMT -5
Just for today, I will work on my patience. As I was driving along in the Dart van today, I found myself thinking and saying a few snide remarks, like park it if you can't drive it.
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Post by majestyjo on Jan 14, 2021 2:23:31 GMT -5
Just for today. I am praying for patience and tolerance. If you want patience, you need to practice tolerance. I have been texting too long, which I had trouble doing right, and this is a new keyboard. A long way from my use to be 70 words a minute. To top it off I need my reading glasses more and more and my eyes are very blurred in the morning, so I am also needing to find some acceptance.  |
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Post by caressa222 on Jan 16, 2021 6:05:31 GMT -5
Just for today, I will try to find the acceptance I need until I get to talk to my doctor on Tuesday. Another night of pain, another night of posting, another day of sleeping too much.  |
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Post by majestyjo on Jan 18, 2021 0:45:07 GMT -5
Just for today, I will listen to my body. I will take care of myself so that I have some energy left over to help others. They say laughter is the best medicine.  |
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Post by caressa222 on Feb 8, 2021 2:06:04 GMT -5
Just for today, I am looking for acceptance of hospital food. on the whole it isn't bad, but not always good either. I am glad I am given a choice as to what I want to eat from their menu.
I don't eat diet products because of the chemicals and thais what they serve me because I am diabetic. I prefer natural sugars and I feel sugar substites do me more harm than a sthingyful of sugar.
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Post by caressa222 on Feb 18, 2021 5:41:25 GMT -5
Haven't posted in a while in this section. Must be in denial.
I did a meditation the other day that said, Balance, Surrender, and Acceptance.
Balance is what i need to work on here at St. Peter's. Surrender I need to do daily. Acceptance is something I need to keep practicing.
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. I will be back looking for Lin and others.