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Post by majestyjo on Jul 12, 2019 7:06:24 GMT -5
Chipping away atmy defects of character and shortcomings
Today I have to practice patience. I have to go to the hospital follow up on my reading test and save some energy for my group tonight.
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 13, 2019 0:11:13 GMT -5
Just for today, I asked for the cleansing and healing to remove the mental emotional and spiritual blockage and prevents me I'm being the best me that I can be in today.
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Post by caressa222 on Jul 19, 2019 7:42:42 GMT -5
Just for today, I will make an effort to meet my commitments. I have an eye doctor's appointment and my NA home group tonight.
Going to go out my chicken breast into my slow cooker. Too hot for oven, best to do all at once.
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Post by caressa222 on Jul 20, 2019 20:00:05 GMT -5
Just for today, I will remember to be grateful. The worst day in recovery far exceeds the best days when I was using. Do grateful for the 12 step recovery programs.
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 22, 2019 22:04:27 GMT -5
Just for today, I will have a program and I will practice it to the best of my ability. Sometimes I fall short of what my God would have me do, but all I can do is trying to be the best me I can be in today.
Today I had my days and nights turned around that is not good. Hopefully I will be able to turn this around and get back on track. π€
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 23, 2019 21:15:29 GMT -5
Just for today I will remember that this is a program of progress not perfection. It is one day at a time, not my time, but my God's time. This 24 hours, living life on life's terms. If nothing changes, nothing changes. I must be open to change in order to recoverπ
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Post by caressa222 on Jul 25, 2019 0:03:14 GMT -5
Just for today I will show my gratitude by sharing my recovery with others. I will not isolate. I will get out of Self and help someone else.π€©
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 25, 2019 18:59:05 GMT -5
Just for today, I will be mindful of my words which seemed to be attached to some attitude last night. They say it takes one to know one. When I got on the bus three women wear settings in the disabled section I asked them to move and allow me to sit down with my Walker. One woman pointed to the seat across the aisle and I informed her that the bus drivers always prefer me to sit on her side of the bus and ask him to move. She said she had never heard of such a things and I said that is because you were never on the bus when I was on.
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 26, 2019 8:10:32 GMT -5
Just for today, I will practice patience. Don't really have a choice if I want some serenity I have two appointments today at the General hospital. My NA. Group is tonight, and I have yet to find some sleep. Patience with myself as well as patience with others.
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 27, 2019 7:08:42 GMT -5
Just for today, I will practice my conscious contact with my God. I need to go within to find some answers.
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Post by caressa222 on Jul 27, 2019 15:21:11 GMT -5
Just for today I will give thanks that it didn't rain before I got home.
But tired walking around spending my money I look like a bag lady I had six days attached to my Walker make bungee cords. I can get caught up in busy busy busy an overdue and I need to take things easy and not do things all at once π€. I don't do easy does it very well my drug of choice, it's still more.
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 28, 2019 3:11:42 GMT -5
Just for today, I will focus and stay in the moment. My PSW comes in 3hrs. And I hope to get to Courage to Change tonight at 7 pm.
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 30, 2019 4:32:52 GMT -5
Just for today, I will let go of my fear. I am not looking forward to using the CPAP machine to breathe. I have never slept on my back and apparently you need to sleep that way to maintain a seal to prevent oxygen from leaking. I find it to be scary stuff. Which means I need to turn it all over to the God of my understanding.
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Post by caressa222 on Jul 30, 2019 14:45:56 GMT -5
Just for today, I am grateful. I still haven't heard from the CPAP people, so that may change.
Grateful to be at the Holistic Center ceen though things are behind schedule.
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Post by majestyjo on Jul 31, 2019 5:19:50 GMT -5
Just for today, I will be unafraid. I will have face in the program and in the God of my understanding. I will allow my faith to over ride my fears
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Post by caressa222 on Jul 31, 2019 23:26:37 GMT -5
Just for today, I will not discount my God and my connection to Him. I will trust Him to direct my path walking infaith instead of fear. I will not take my gun for granted. I know that He walks with me along the way each day.
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Post by caressa222 on Aug 1, 2019 22:21:44 GMT -5
Just for today, I will be grateful for the gift of friendship. It was nice to meet up with a friend and spend some time with her. I was able to connect with my son and a couple of friends then further enriched my day.
I called my youngest sister yesterday and told her that our other sister and myself love her. Love was not a word that was spread around much when we eere younger.
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Post by majestyjo on Aug 2, 2019 14:10:01 GMT -5
Just for today I am looking for some patience. Patience with myself then hopefully with others. It seems to be in short supply today. I keep wanting to go back to bed. π
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Post by majestyjo on Aug 3, 2019 20:12:05 GMT -5
Just for today, I will walk in faith and let go of fear. You don't need to worry, worry is fear that hasn't said it's prayers. Can't remember who said it, but know I read it somewhere.π
Dear and faith can't occupy the same space.
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Post by majestyjo on Aug 5, 2019 21:41:05 GMT -5
Just for today, I will give thank for the things gifted me through working a 12 Step program. 1) being gifted the energy to do my laundry. Didn't get it all done,still have a load to do. 2) the gift of friendship. Friends you can call when you just need to make a connection. 3) the gift of having our needs met. Have up dinner for a snack and a nap. When I came back from laundry and was very tired, but made myself a chicken salad sandwich on asaigo cheese with spices bread and had it with appleslaw and Garden thingytail. It are those little things that add up to a good day.
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