TONIGHT'S TOPIC - FAILURE

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"None of us can avoid failure. We can avoid battering ourselves in the process"

Failure is not in the doing, failure is NOT trying!

All I am asked to do is be the best me I can be today.

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OSHO ALWAYS SAYS IT BETTER THAN I CAN:

When it is morning, it is morning.

When it is evening, it is evening.

There is no question of choice.

Drop the choice and you are free everywhere - freedom can be only in choicelessness.

So when you ae young, it is beautiful; when you are a child, it is beautiful; when you are old, it is beautiful, when you are dying, it is beautiful - because you are never seperated from the total, hyou are just a wave in the ocean.

The wave in the ocean can start thinking of itself as an individual - then there will be trouble. The wave in the ocean never things of itself as seperate, so wherever the ocean is taking her, she is willing, joyously, danc ing moving in that direction.

For many of us it was not beautiful and we were the victims of other people's choices. We didn't know we had a choice and we could live our own life. For me, I lived my life through others for many, many years. It is so rewarding to know that in today, I can be part of the whole.

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A song from the mystick Kabir:

I talk to my inner lover and I say, why such rush? We sense that there is some sort of spirit that loves birds and animals and the ants - perhaps the same one who gave a radiance to you in your mother's womb. Is it logical you would be walking around entirely orphaned now? The truth is, you turned away yourself, and decided to go into the dark alone. Now you are tangled up in others and have forgotten what you once knew, and that is why everything you do has some weird failure in it.

Thing shappen when they are needed to happen; things are bound to happen when they are needed to happen. All goes well - just trust. Remember the difference. The theologian will say, "Believe in the concept of God." The mystic says there is no need to believe in the concept of God, just sense the harmony in existence. It is not a concept, it is not a belief-you can sense it, it is everywhere. It is almost tangible.

The moment you think you are one with the whole, there is relaxation; a sudden let-go happens. You need not keep hold of yourself, you can relax. There is no need to remain tense, because there is no private goal to be attained by you. You flow with God. God's goal is your goal, his destiny is your destiny. You don't have a private destiny-the private destiny brings problems.

Have you not watched it in your own life? All that you do goes on failing. You still don' see the point-you think that you didn't do it as it should have been done, that's why i has failed. so you try another project and you fail again. Then you think that your skill is not enough, so you learn the skill and then you fail again. Then you think "The whole world is against me" or "Fate is against me" or "I am a victim of people's jealousies," You go on finding explanations for why you fail, but you never strike the real ground of your failure.

Kabir says: Failure means you-minus-God. That's Kabir's understanding. Failure is equal to you-minus-God, and success is equal to you-plus-God. Success is within God and with God. And remember, by "God" I don't mean a person sitting somewhere in heaven, b ut the cosmic spirit. Sense the cosmic spirit, the Tao, the law that permeates the whole existence-out of which you ae born, and to which one day you will return.

- Osho Transformation: Insights and Parab les for Renewal in everyday life.

For me it doesn't matter what you call it, whether it is the Cosmic Spirit mentioned here, the Spirit of the Universe, the Holy Spirit or as I like to call it, the (W)Holy Spirit which resides in each of us, when we surrender and say, "I need help, my way isn't working!"

All I am asked to do is try. Try to be the best me I can be today. When I put an effort into 'living' in today instead of existing and not aligning my will with the God of my understanding, then I am failing as He would have be do and be in today.

Keep it simple, the One, Two, Three Waltz in today. I can't, God can, Just for today, I will let Him lead and direct my life, and I will do for me what I can and leave the results up to Him.