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Post by BigJim on Apr 19, 2004 16:38:17 GMT -5
Hi there This is my first time here ...I am a Choclaholic and a popaholic I am 5"7 260 lbs "HELP"!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been over weight my whole life but now in my 5th year in AA ...I thought if I stopped drinking all that beer I would lose weight ...hell I have gained like 60lbs since I stopped drinking!! I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT ANYMORE!!!! LOve&HUgs
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Post by Caressa2 on Apr 19, 2004 21:49:07 GMT -5
My problem swings between "Not wanting to eat because I am fat" and "What's the use, I am fat anyway" Syndrome.
Since I have had the water retention and bloating, which I think is primarily a fibromyalgia thing and an emotional problem of not wanting to let go, my self-esteem has dropped to an all time low. When the fat clothes become the fat clothes, I start to worry. My mother died at the age of 40 weighing 240 lbs. For me to gain weight is to die. I hit the 190 lb. mark several months ago when the swelling was at it's worst. I haven't wanted to get on a scale since then.
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