Monday's Fear/Faith

[~graced~]

Oh, what a tangled web we weave--it goes on to say something about deceit. LOL I never have been good at memorizing stuff.
Deceit/denial...those two things are generally my avoidance of some fear factor. And frankly when I'm 'acting as if'-- I'm fearful as heck that I'm not gonna pull it off, whatever 'it' is. But I do it anyway, cuz ya'll taught me that if I just keep practicing right actions something WILL change.

I'm looking at seeing the neurosurgeon tomorrow and I'm not feeling particularly fearful--that I know of..LOL I went looking and didn't really find any fears. This is soooo much less than it could be--it's doable and fixable. I don't feel particularly fearful, though it would seem the world thinks I oughta be and wonders if I'm doing denial.

I do know that I have a mission and G-d's seen to it that I've been available to do the mission--I have a whole lot of faith that I'll be doing the mission until HE's telling me it's done.

Was a time that I liked a crisis, reacted in knee-jerk fashion and didn't trust that there was purpose or that good would come from the circumstances. I trust just the opposite is true today. G-d's shown me different time and time again.

Today I'm believing it's faith that's made tomorrow 'just another day'. If I find out I was lying to me--I'll let ya know! LOL

[Lin]

I love to read what you say. I can't imagine how WESOME IT MUST BE TO SIT IN ON YOUR MEETINGS F2F OR YOUR SESSIONS WITH THE "PIGEONS".

fear and faith? I choose FAITh today. Because i believe those two things cannot exist at the same time and place. SO if i ever feel a little tinge of FEAr creeping in, I stop and give it to my HP. I turn it right over and release it to HIM. Then that faith helps me calm the fears.

I have a prayer card taped to myprinter. it says Lord, help me remember that nothing is giong to happen to me today that You and I together can't handle.

There are lots of acronyms for fear...I like FAce Everything and Recover.

Thanks graced for the chip.

LIN

[caressa]

Love to read your wisdom too! How often fear is blocked by denial and disguises itself under a blanket of defects which for me is that part of me that I call my Lower Self.

The best weapon against for me has been living in the moment and practicing letting go of the what ifs and if onlys, not projecting past experiences into the future forgetting that in the past I chose to go alone and by choice in today, I can take God with me.

Fear of not measuring up, doing less than, lack of acceptance have all been big issues for me and although I have had a lot of healing in this area of my life, it can still raise it's ugly head in today. That is why this program is for this 24-Hours and when I do that, I can have faith and let go of the fear.