Mon. chip-willing/stubborn

[Lin]

Today I feel like the willing stubborn chip needs to be my focus. At school each quarter we ahve one day where we have a different "duty". This quarter on Tuesday morning I am in the front parking lot unloading cars and seeing the little ones get in the building safelyl Last week was my first Tuesday and it was extremely cold, windy and rainy. TOday it is rainy again. I cant tell yet if it is cold and windy. I amn stubbron in that I wish I'd gotten spring or fall for my parking lot duty. But the thing that makes me WILLING is...somebody has to do it. with 5 days a week, that means 10 people have parking lot duty during the winter. So why not me? I can bundle up. I can use an umbrella. It's only 30 minutes. Today I am willing to deal with the rain and the cold. (supposed to have snow this afternoon so I am assuming it is COLD)

Last night I took over the notebooks and the checking acount for my home group. TOday I have to go make a deposit and pay the rent at the church. I'm willing to take this service work on.

are you willing or stubborn?

LIN

[caressa]

Today, I was not willing to go out in the pouring rain to go to the store or to go the appointment that I cancelled. Not only physically did I resist, but mentally too. Every time I got up today, I made the decision to crawl back into my bed. I was just not willing to face the day let alone get wet doing it. I was willing to listen to my body protest, and stubbornly refused to argue with it. LOL.