Purposeful/Aimless

[caressa]

As Al-Anon says, "Our primary spiritual aim!" In AA, they say I have to give it away, in order to keep it. I also learned, I had to have 'it' in order to keep it. In order to get 'it', I had to come here for spiritual food to fill my soul, go to meetings when I could, read the literature, pick up the phone call my sponsor and fellow members for support.

When I have no aim, I am back existing instead of living like it was when I was using. This program gave me a purpose and a reason for living. My aim in today, is to share, because I care.

[caressa]

Well my purpose is to post this morning because nature awakened me about two hours early. Some of the daily readings haven't been posted and others haven't reached my mailbox.

One of my favorite sayings is, "It is okay to just be! Just be and then you can do what ever come along is in front of you. It is also okay to put it on the shelf until such a time as you can deal with it. This works for me as long as I don't procrastinate too long. Sometimes my shelf needs dusting and gets a bit chaotic.