Wednesday Chip----Chaos/Serenity

[SunnyGirl]

Wednesday Chip----Chaos/Serenity

Just for today I have serenity in my life, but it doesn't
always come easily to me. It often times takes planning.....

Tomorrow, I will get out of bed and have the determination
to do all the things I need to do, so as not to allow chaos
to rule my life. I have to constantly work at not allowing
other peoples problems to become my own. My recovery
is based on working the program and trusting my H.P.

Have a wonderful day.......... SunnyGirl

[Lin]

Yesterday I had both. All day long w had the best time. I am off on fall break. We went out to Panera for coffee, we dropped a lamp off at work for a lady who just got a new apartment, we went to a matinee. (Beverly Hills Chihuahua..cute movie!)We talked. We communicated abtu varoious things. I had serenity.

Then I had to leave for my evening job. As soon as I left he went out for a bottle (or 2) and when I got home 3 hours later he was drunk. He wanted to argue. He wanted to make me stay awake when I wante dto sleep. He was talking about pulling out all of his stocks today when I am at work. Wed. after noon he was ready to leave them in until they go back up. It was jsut crazy. All I could do was close my eyes and hope he went to sleep. It took hours.

I knew better than to argue, so I jstu agred and tried to stay calm. It's so aggravating that he KNOWS what he needs to do and does not do it.

LIN