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Post by caressa on Apr 21, 2009 21:08:09 GMT -5
Recently I posted a copy and paste reading about the importance of meetings. It has been almost a year since I went to my last NA meeting and I went with a friend tonight who was visiting from out of town. We use to belong to the same group and volunteered together for almost 14 years. I was once a member at the group we went to tonight. It was so good to see some long-timers there. One of them I have known since his first meeting. Another one I met 16 years ago, who has been in and out and it was so good to see him clean and sober. Another guy there quit smoking the same time as I did and we both celebrate the same number of years of recovery, him in July and me in August.
I came out of there with the warm fuzzies. Made a contact with a girl who is new to the city and knows no one. Because of my disability I don't go out at night and I realized how much I miss sharing at meetings. They were such a big part of my early recovery and with service, I was still doing 7-10 meetings a week after 10 years of recovery. Here I am seven years later, doing one a year. There is something wrong with this picture. I got a new meeting list so I can connect with some day meetings.
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Post by caressa on Jun 7, 2009 20:22:27 GMT -5
Since I posted this meeting, I went to one a couple of weeks ago and to another one tonight. At the meeting tonight, I made arrangements to go to one tomorrow night. Two people who were members of my NA group several years ago are celebrating 14 and 19 years of recovery. The group I was at tonight was my NA meeting for several years. When I could no longer do active service, I left the group. I couldn't go because of my health into the jail and be a part of Hospitals and Institutions. I left NA to go to Al-Anon because of my son going into NA and CA and I wanted to give him his space. 12 Steps are 12 Steps no matter what fellowship you belong to. As I shared with a guy I met at my last NA meeting, I go to AA for my denial, I go to NA for identification, and I go for Al-Anon for my recovery in today. I have been going to Al-Anon off and on since I came into the program. They were all a part of me. One thing I did know was that I was an addict. Some is good, more is better. It doesn't matter what substance you used, it all took you to a bottom and left you with the same soul sickness.
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