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Post by caressa on Nov 14, 2009 10:14:57 GMT -5
So much of my life was an illusion. It was what I thought you wanted and I told myself I wanted it too only to find out I had a major resentment burning inside. Because I often did what I was told to do, I was under the illusion that I should be happy and wondering why I wasn't. Again I was looking outside of myself to make me feel better. I tried to control the people, places and things about me. It was an illusion, I got hurt anyway. I didn't have the power. I thought I was healthy and yet I was either over eating or not eating. I would eat one or two meals a day. I would pick up a cigarette rather than put food into my body. I didn't know that I needed food to fuel my body and give me energy for the day. It wasn't just about physical food. It was the need for spiritual food as well. I need food for the soul. A starved spirit makes me irritable and discontent. Attachments:
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Illusion
Nov 15, 2020 1:52:11 GMT -5
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Post by caressa222 on Nov 15, 2020 1:52:11 GMT -5
Was just sharing with a friend tonight. when there are words I don't want to see, a truth you don't want to accept, my vision blurs. If there are words I don't want to hear, a truth I want to ignore, my ears ring, get stuffed up, blocked.
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